jay +temulawak

Turn over a new leaf.

We meet again .. Assalamualaikum :) I have this feelings of changing into a better person. I personally have no idea whether i have the capability to do so. All the tests and obstacles ahead that await for me along the way. My friends perspectives and my family as well. But i know, my sister would support me in everything i do, especially Aan. She would love seeing her big sister changing into a better person. I bet Arif would have the same thoughts as well. Hopefully. I hope to be a good wife for him when the moment comes. Insya-Allah. Lord, give me strength to go on with my good intention.

Timah's BIRTHDAY!!

The snake fighter! yeah.

Timah, the birthday girl!

On 7 March 1990, a baby girl was born into the world... (cliche introduction).. And the baby girl has grown (not actually.. ) and bloomed to become a Princess.. Ya rite.. Sorry for the wrong facts, except the date that i have stated. Timah, well known as "obor-obor" was thrilled when I arrived in her "world class apartment" 2 days ago. A huge box, pretty much, being wrapped nicely just for her. Waiting for her to unwrap the mysterious creature inside.. Grrr..

So last night was the finale. it was 12.05 midnight. I was the first person to wish her! yippie. Despite the happiness i felt for being the first person to wish her, i got so irritated with the attitudes of her housemates. They just couldng't care less about her and her feelings. Arif said i was being too emotional about it. I mean, they have been Timah's housemates for almost a year, but yet when it comes to say "Happy Birthday Timah", they just failed to do so. What a sad case. When Hidayaton and one more girl ( i forgot her name, sorry) dashed into the house , singing "Hepi Burfday" song to Timah, bringing a long an average size bucket of ice cream (which i assumed it as a cake in the first place), then they started to say " Ouh.. Bedayt Timah erk? Patutlah.."

ANNOYING!!! Hypocrites.

I was being pretty silent on that night as i saw them eating the ice creams like savages. (seriously, xmalu). Timah, if you are reading this, i am truly sori. Timah finally unwrapped the present that i bought for her. A GREEN SNAKE! ^_~ she was so excited to see it for the first time and she muffled the snake around her neck zealously. Timah, timah. Here are the pictures of timah with the snake. I snapped em a few hours ago as the real celebration was indeed a huge secret :)

Reminiscing the past..

I just simply hate the cat. But love them BOTH :))

Last year, spending our leisure time in Gemas.

The Three Retards :p

The slay stare of the evil! muahaahaha (supervillain laugh)

From left : Ain , Aan

Carbonara~ Nyummy

Bottles of tomato sauces.

I MISS MY SISTERS!! despite they could be perplexing, irritating etc.. they would be there for me no matter what. For instance, they would allow me to sleep on their beds although they were being reluctant to do so. But they still love me. I can see a glint of happiness and love in their eyes.. (bogus statement)..

Plus, they would listen to my problems. Huge problems. Relationship problems. They are just superb. They would give good sugesstions most of the time, especially Aan. I'll introduce her later on. Ain, the hard-core in the family would say everything in the most simple way but has a deep meaning in eat. I call it SARCASM. She has her own point of view and it makes sense sometimes. When it comes to maturity, they are extremely on top. Those who know me best would understand such statement. I am more like their little sister to them which i would 100% agree on it. Nevertheless, I do survey and investigate who their friends are. Frankly, i hate some of my sisters's friends. They have no manner when mingling with the "elders".

So, i am not that childish. I still act like their big sister, listening to their crush, personal problems, and their DRIVER! i would emphasize on that. Since my parents gave me the green light, I started to be driving around to anywhere they wish to go. Well it depends. Tesco, Jusco, Ipoh Parade are some of the places that i usually go with my sisters. I would admit, i am so not a good driver. Learning to be a good one someday. If it's not too late. :) i learn from the best drivers ever! My mom and Arif. They are good ones. (i am not buttering up, at all) :p Here are some pictures of the happy moments with my sisters. Note that I was in blind state at the moment. Spectacles did not exist on that era. hee..

Lord of The RIngs..

Tonight, I'm not gonna babble about how terrific LOTR is since i have never liked it in the first place. Here's the thing about LOTR. Maybe most of you guys do not realise this fact about LOTR. The story line is actually potray the final war that has been stated in Quran. The final war before the destruction of the earth or famously known as the end of day. I am not joking around. Seriously. I watched these documentary entitled "The Arrivals" which has 50 episodes all together. I learnt so much things and facts and truths about what's going on with the world. All right, about LOTR. In the movie, there's this one eyed creature or fire i supposed which if you guys see properly resembles the Dajjal or the anti-christ. Spooky? More facts about LOTR. The old dude with long white hair? Recognise him? He was assumed as "Imam Mahdi" who will fight the dajjal. Do you see how the western is very good at manipulating things? We sometimes do not realise till it is already too late. I had goosebumps when I discovered these facts 2 days ago. They ( the westerners) attack us in the finest way via entertainment which towards the end would damage our souls and minds. They knew about the existence of Allah, the ALL MIGHTY and MOST MERCIFUL, but yet they are being arrogant and ungrateful by fighting HIM. They knew about the end of day whereby Imam Mahdi will finally arrive and fight to his will to defeat the Dajjal. They knew this all along, but yet... They just do not want to admit it. They think that they are more powerful than Allah. We as moslems should wake up and start to do something about it. Frankly, i have a lot of flaws that need to be improvised. A whole lot more. Watch the "The Arrivals" and you would know what i am talking about. Seek in the youtube if the series are not being removed. Learn something from the 50 episodes series because i learnt the most valuable lessons throught em.

Hospital Attachment~

In an extremely hot bus.. seriously.. we are good imposers.. that's why the unsatisfactory didn't show in the pic :)

Genetics.. so not my forte..

Genetics is a no no to me. 48% for my biology test on genetics. Pretty pathetic as it is. I think i really need to figure out a solution for my problem. no more low marks for the re-test. Hopefully. I'm just hopeless when it come to memorizing and applying all the knowledge i learned whenever seating for biology test. Perhaps, i have this "Genetic Disorder" when it comes to bio.. Ouh Gosh..